Sustained, Not Suppresed
I was sitting at work yesterday...on my phone...pondering. Mainly about family. I've struggled a lot in the past three years with family. I mean, no family is perfect by any means. However, when I was pondering about family....all I really kept thinking about was how much the enemy has used this to consume my thoughts and heart. I really have been so consumed with the whole thing. Wondering what I'd done wrong and how I can fix it. Wondering what to do about it. Wondering what went wrong. Wondering if I should move to China lol. Just kidding! If I moved anywhere it would be to Montana! Have you seen the scenery over there??? Gorgeous! With this struggle, I had been letting the enemy fill up my head and heart with some of the most ridiculous things lol. And because I was so consumed with all of these thoughts, it was really hard to put my thoughts up there with Christ's thoughts. It was hard to be thankful for all of the other good things that God had done. Those thoughts ...